Thursday 24 March 2011

Audrey Niffenegger Quotes

"Don't you think it's better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it, than to be just okay for your whole life?" 

"There is only one page left to write on. I will fill it with words of only one syllable. I love. I have loved. I will love."  

"We laugh and laugh, and nothing can ever be sad, no one can be lost, or dead, or far away: right now we are here, and nothing can mar our perfection, or steal the joy of this perfect moment." 

"I won't ever leave you, even though you're always leaving me."
"It's hard being left behind. (...) It's hard to be the one who stays."  
"I wanted someone to love who would stay: stay and be there, always."

"Why is love intensified by absence?" 

"Maybe I'm dreaming you. Maybe you're dreaming me; maybe we only exist in each other's dreams and every morning when we wake up we forget all about each other." 

"Time is priceless, but it’s Free. You can't own it, you can use it. You can spend it. But you can't keep it. Once you've lost it you can never get it back." 

"Chaos is more freedom; in fact, total freedom. But no meaning. I want to be free to act, and I also want my actions to mean something."  

"....I want to tell you, again, I love you. Our love has been the thread through the labyrinth, the net under the high-wire walker, the only real thing in this strange life of mine that I could ever trust. Tonight I feel that my love for you has more density in this world than I do, myself: as though it could linger on after me and surround you, keep you, hold you." 

"Right now we are here, and nothing can mar our perfection, or steal the joy of this perfect moment." 
 "..that's what I love you for: your inability to perceive all my hideous flaws.. 
......It’s hard being left behind. I wait for Henry, not knowing where he is, wondering if he’s okay.It’s hard to be the one who stays.I keep myself busy. Time goes faster that way I take walks, I work until I’m tired. Everything seems simple until you think about it...Why is love intensified by absence?

well....

"Don't you think it's better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it, than to be just okay for your whole life?" ( the time travellers wife"s quote )

well...
sweetheart...

sweet memories..
we've made again...
yesterday..today..n tomorrow...
everything that we've done...all happenned to us...will be a sweet memories only...

we both know that we cant ever be something...
there is no hope for our relationship...
you and me is never made up..

yes i love u..and i know dear...that you love me too..
but love is only love for us..

no responsibilities in our love..
maybe our love is just a temporary feeling...maybe for me...maybe for you..and maybe for us..

im happy with you...with us...
and im happy with them too..

im crazy without you dear...im dumb when u are not around...
i need you...here...with me...

you told me that you can not live without me...
im hurting you when i say goodbye...
you said that im your sunshine..your soul..your love

we pretending that everything will okay..
everything is under control..

but we are wrong dear...
everything are messed...
and we dont know how to fix it...


how long it lasts dear?? no one knows....

and now we just only wait....and see...

and all we can do is just to let it flow and go...

- - - - - -

Sunday 20 March 2011

Pikun!!!

DAMN!!!
again and again.....!teledor naroh barang... :(
jumat kemaren abis ilang satu tas kecil...dompet, hape dan segala isinya...msh amat sangat beruntung karena ada yg nemuin and dianterin mpe rumah...
sekarang terulang lagi...kali ini BB...hikz hikz...
jadi mikir...ini faktor U atau memang sifat gw yg teledor atau memang dua2nya?paraaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh..
kayaknye gw ud mulai tua deh...jd nenek2... huaaaaaaaaaaaa

gw cmn bs berharap kalau BB gw ga ilang...ketinggalan dmn kek...yg akan gw temuin lagi..
or kalau memang ketinggalan di suatu tempat...ada orng yg berbaik hati buat balikin lagi tuh hanphone..amiinn

----kepikunan dan keteledoran adalah mutlak kesalahan anda sendiri, tdk ada campur tangan dan rekayasa dr orang lain maupun org2 disekitar anda..... :D----

Thursday 17 March 2011

why did we have to end like that??

Hey, it’s been a while since the last talk that we had. Sometimes it felt like it was just yesterday, but sometimes it felt like a decade ago.

So how are you?

This city is so huge, I start to believe that even if I were in your neighborhood, we’d hardly see each other face.

Maybe it’s life that turned you left, while I was going right. Or we just don’t get a chance to meet again.

Maybe this afternoon, you saw me waiting for a bus on the road where I used to wait for the bus. But you just passed. Or maybe you’d like to stop by, but then you wouldn’t. I don’t know.

Or maybe I hid from your sight, once upon a time, when I saw you walking around the park we used to sit and talk.

All I know is… We just don’t see each other ever since.

And I think I miss you like everyday, honestly.

But we just don’t find each other, as God or whoever rule the world, forbid us to meet.

And this is weird, because there’s always something there to remind me of you, of us, of how we used to be.

And my question remains a question forever.

“Why did we have to end like that?”
----copas fr Ajeng Dee Notes-----